Year 5984

Event: Back to work day, MECO appointment Here and Now: Good sleep last night Last night, I was with Randy who was broken hearted, because he was rejected but I always believed that pain will help him become a man who is ready to build a family. I prayed for him before sleeping. I woke up really rested and in a good mood, because I awoke without any alarm before the clock hit 6am and I don't feel anymore pain for Stephen, just the need to keep praying for him and I feel my feelings have settled and this is what I have been waiting for, that only a man of GOD who prayed for me in Thailand was able to change the burden of my heart, from heavy to light. I praise GOD for sending these people my way becuase there are some things that I cannot help myself. SOAP Scriptures What I read last night before sleeping: Jeremiah 31:22 English Standard Version 22 How long will you waver, O faithless daughter? For the LORD has created a new thing on the earth: a woman encircles a man.” Aramaic Bibl...

Event: Visit Gaily Here and Now:  I Praise GOD for another restful sleep last night even though I still woke up in the middle of it to pee, I was able to go back to sleep right away after 5 minutes. I could see my mind doing an overthink all my worries and pain but I felt a certain peace that night that just led me back to sleep and it was good. I remember Randy praying for me at the coffee shop and he had sincerely prayers and I was grateful for that. I thank GOD for every person whom GOD has touched to pray for me. SOAP Scriptures: Philippians 2:12-30 ESV Lights in the World 12 Therefore, my beloved, as you have always obeyed, so now, not only as in my presence but much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling, 13 for it is God who works in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure. 14 Do all things without grumbling or disputing, 15 that you may be blameless and innocent, children of God without blemish in the midst of a crooked and twist...

Event: WORK with Book Keeper Night: Movie night with siblings Dream: A prostitute and a prostitutes house.  Reflection: When I woke up today, I was bewildered about the dream that I had last night, it was so unlikely that a woman like me would go into places like this. Terrible! But as I recalled yesterdays events, I remembered talking to a person whose name is Johnson Ong, this guy has been stalking me in facebook since 2020 and I just decided to ask how he was doing and invited him to church on Sunday but we talked for some time because he was very interested about me but I found him to be harsh, rough and uneducated. Last night, I believe GOD was showing me about the sins of his life and that I should be careful with such a man but when I see him I know exactly what GOD will say. I also thought of the quietness of Sydney Gaisano and how that was really super attractive, but Johnsons' loud and untamed demeanor was magnifying ugliness. And then I remembered Stephen and say a littl...

DAY 4 Fast Event:  SOAP Scriptures 2 Peter 1 English Standard Version Christ's Glory and the Prophetic Word 16  For we did not follow cleverly devised myths when we made known to you the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but we were eyewitnesses of his majesty. 17  For when he received honor and glory from God the Father, and the voice was borne to him by the Majestic Glory, “This is my beloved Son,[ i ] with whom I am well pleased,” 18  we ourselves heard this very voice borne from heaven, for we were with him on the holy mountain. 19  And we have the prophetic word more fully confirmed, to which you will do well to pay attention as to a lamp shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star rises in your hearts, 20  knowing this first of all, that no prophecy of Scripture comes from someone's own interpretation. 21  For no prophecy was ever produced by the will of man, but men spoke from God as they were carried along by the ...

SOAP Scriptures Proverbs 29 English Standard Version 1 He who is often reproved, yet stiffens his neck, will suddenly be broken beyond healing. 2 When the righteous increase, the people rejoice, but when the wicked rule, the people groan. 3 He who loves wisdom makes his father glad, but a companion of prostitutes squanders his wealth. 4 By justice a king builds up the land, but he who exacts gifts[ a ] tears it down. 5 A man who flatters his neighbor spreads a net for his feet. 6 An evil man is ensnared in his transgression, but a righteous man sings and rejoices. 7 A righteous man knows the rights of the poor; a wicked man does not understand such knowledge. 8 Scoffers set a city aflame, but the wise turn away wrath. 9 If a wise man has an argument with a fool, the fool only rages and laughs, and there is no quiet.  10 Bloodthirsty men hate one who is blameless and seek the life of the upright.[ b ] 11 A fool gives full vent to his spirit, but a wise ...

SOAP  Scripture Isaiah 49 English Standard Version The Servant of the Lord 1  Listen to me, O coastlands,    and give attention, you peoples from afar. The Lord called me from the womb,    from the body of my mother he named my name. 2  He made my mouth like a sharp sword;    in the shadow of his hand he hid me; he made me a polished arrow;    in his quiver he hid me away. 3  And he said to me, “You are my servant, Israel, in whom I will be glorified.”[ a ] 4  But I said, “I have labored in vain;    I have spent my strength for nothing and vanity; yet surely my right is with the Lord,    and my recompense with my God.” 5  And now the Lord says,    he who formed me from the womb to be his servant,to bring Jacob back to him;    and that Israel might be gathered to him—for I am honored in the eyes ...