Wednesday 7 August 2024

Event: Back to work day, MECO appointment


Here and Now: Good sleep last night
Last night, I was with Randy who was broken hearted, because he was rejected but I always believed that pain will help him become a man who is ready to build a family. I prayed for him before sleeping.
I woke up really rested and in a good mood, because I awoke without any alarm before the clock hit 6am and I don't feel anymore pain for Stephen, just the need to keep praying for him and I feel my feelings have settled and this is what I have been waiting for, that only a man of GOD who prayed for me in Thailand was able to change the burden of my heart, from heavy to light. I praise GOD for sending these people my way becuase there are some things that I cannot help myself.


SOAP


Scriptures

What I read last night before sleeping:
Jeremiah 31:22
English Standard Version
22 How long will you waver, O faithless daughter? For the LORD has created a new thing on the earth: a woman encircles a man.”
Aramaic Bible in Plain English
22 How long are you doubting, backsliding daughter? For LORD JEHOVAH has created a new thing in the earth: a female shall passionately love a husband

This morning devotionals:

Psalms 4

English Standard Version

Answer Me When I Call

To the choirmaster: with stringed instruments. A Psalm of David.

1 Answer me when I call, O God of my righteousness!    You have given me relief when I was in distress.    Be gracious to me and hear my prayer!

2 O men,[a] how long shall my honor be turned into shame? How long will you love vain words and seek after lies? Selah

3 But know that the Lord has set apart the godly for himself; the Lord hears when I call to him.

4 Be angry,[b] and do not sin;    ponder in your own hearts on your beds, and be silent. Selah

5 Offer right sacrifices,    and put your trust in the Lord.

6 There are many who say, “Who will show us some good?    Lift up the light of your face upon us, O Lord!”

7 You have put more joy in my heart    than they have when their grain and wine abound.

8 In peace I will both lie down and sleep;    for you alone, O Lord, make me dwell in safety.

ObservationLast night I read this word in Jeremiah that GOD has spoken to me before, and I caught that again last night as I listened to HIS word while lying down in bed, I fell asleep wondering what GOD is saying because this word was spoken to me before and the other version of the bible is saying a woman shall love passionately love a man - that's me somehow loving Stephen cause I really like him but I don't know him that much yet. I pray that one day someone like me will love Randy because all of us deserved to be loved as GOD loves us. Reading Psalm 4 today is just so timely because I did have a good wonderful sleep last night. 

ApplicationI will continue to pray for others all around me because everything needs to be prayed for. I believe I am that woman in Jeremiah 31:22 because I have come to love a (husband to be) very passionately that somehow it has hurt me in the past. I am just so glad today that my feelings have settled but it doesn't mean it's gone, the emotionally instability is gone but it is steadfast as the sun rising in the morning... clouds may cover its light, but it's still as bright and there. The psalmist King says of GOD: YOU have put more joy in my heart that they have! I will come to that point of joyfulness and happiness, I am looking forward to it, I am excited for it! When I continue to trust in the LORD, I will never have to fear or worry of anything in the future because even at night, HE wants me to enjoy good sleep, even the little things, HE takes good care of me. And this is a wonderful thought to ponder on.

PrayersDear AVI,Baruch Ata Adonai Melek Ha Olam! Great are YOU O GOD and KING of Glory! Thank YOU for YOUR grace and mercy! Thank YOU for YOUR love and favor! Thank YOU for healing me from all my pain, from all my insecurity, I pray O GOD, that one day, I will be loved back by a husband who I love passionately and I pray that one day YOU will give to Randy a wife who passionately loves him as well. I pray he will make efforts to prepare himself to build his own family so that his future family will be blessed. I pray for Stephen, that he will surrender to YOU and answer YOUR call to follow JESUS. I pray he will not resist YOUR calling, I pray he will be filled with YOUR love and HOLY Spirit and that he will be a man after GOD's own heart. I pray O GOD, for a godly husband who will chose YOU and please YOU all the days of our lives and that we will always be filled with joy in YOUR presence because YOU deserve our best worship, praise, devotion and efforts!!!
In the Name of JESUS Amen!




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