Year 5984

Event: Meeting with Stephen, David and Kim Here and now:  I have been praying to GOD "Be merciful to me GOD, heal me from my desires because my desires has caused me great pain..." and now I understand why as I read Psalm 41:4 because I have sinned against GOD when I was impatient and could not wait for the promise, I grieved, I was in pain, because I doubted and I was afraid it would not come to pass again. Today I am no longer in pain but I want to escape the desire because I still feel the desire to be deeply loved by a man and I desired it to be Stephen. May the LORD forgive me for my wrong, for not fully trusting why HE is allowing me to go through this pain again, like I have gone through the pain with Jeward for the purpose of me being able to love and accept David and Kim together, to pray for the family to receive them as GOD has blessed them and now they are coming to the house to join the meeting with Stephen today. My pain for Jeward has been recompensed because ...

Event: Working Holiday, meeting with Stephen Here and Now: I slept well last night even though I kept waking up because of wanting to pee and last night I came from the LifeGroup of Mom with Tita Ge, but I slept better after our prayer with Kim. SOAP Scriptures: Psalm 20 English Standard Version Trust in the Name of the Lord Our God To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David. 1  May the Lord answer you in the day of trouble!    May the name of the God of Jacob protect you! 2  May he send you help from the sanctuary    and give you support from Zion! 3  May he remember all your offerings    and regard with favor your burnt sacrifices! Selah 4  May he grant you your heart's desire    and fulfill all your plans! 5  May we shout for joy over your salvation, and in the name of our God set up our banners! May the Lord fulfill all your petitions! 6  Now I know that the Lord saves his an...