Thursday 18 July 2024
Event: Meeting with Stephen Here and Now: I had a dream last night that I was with another man who loves me but my thoughts were with Stephen and how I used to imagine that I would be with him and in the dream, I was so sad. I woke up early at 4:23AM and started to pray about everything in my heart but fell asleep at around 5 until 6AM and I felt my body was so tired as it craved for more sleep even though I had enough already not because I lacked rest but because I am depressed. I am sad, without anything to hope for as I had already decided to let go of Stephen and let my desires die. I will hope in GOD who will bring me another husband, a better one. And so my heart is not with my family anymore, if I marry someone who lives not in Cebu I have to go and I will go because all that I gain in the family is heartbreak and distress. I told the LORD this morning, I am tired LORD, I don't want to believe anymore that Stephen is the one but not believing in YOUR Promises is also making...