Year 5984

 Event Work work work other pending work, SEC Seminar  Here and Now I slept later last night because Mom still wanted to talk to me about whatever has gone through in the past, and I gladly listened because we don't talk that much and I like her being a friend. Waking up today, I decided to read last night's reading while still in bed because even though I fell asleep listening to it, I felt there was something I needed to read and cling to, while I am awake and the prompting of the HOLY SPIRIT was right: Zechariah 9 English Standard Version The Coming King of Zion 9  Rejoice greatly, O daughter of Zion!    Shout aloud, O daughter of Jerusalem! Behold, your king is coming to you; righteous and having salvation is he, humble and mounted on a donkey, on a colt, the foal of a donkey. 10  I will cut off the chariot from Ephraim and the war horse from Jerusalem; and the battle bow shall be cut off, and he shall speak peace to the na...

Event: Working Holiday, meeting with Stephen Here and Now: I slept well last night even though I kept waking up because of wanting to pee and last night I came from the LifeGroup of Mom with Tita Ge, but I slept better after our prayer with Kim. SOAP Scriptures: Psalm 20 English Standard Version Trust in the Name of the Lord Our God To the choirmaster. A Psalm of David. 1  May the Lord answer you in the day of trouble!    May the name of the God of Jacob protect you! 2  May he send you help from the sanctuary    and give you support from Zion! 3  May he remember all your offerings    and regard with favor your burnt sacrifices! Selah 4  May he grant you your heart's desire    and fulfill all your plans! 5  May we shout for joy over your salvation, and in the name of our God set up our banners! May the Lord fulfill all your petitions! 6  Now I know that the Lord saves his an...

Event: Meeting with Stephen Here and Now: I had a dream last night that I was with another man who loves me but my thoughts were with Stephen and how I used to imagine that I would be with him and in the dream, I was so sad. I woke up early at 4:23AM and started to pray about everything in my heart but fell asleep at around 5 until 6AM and I felt my body was so tired as it craved for more sleep even though I had enough already not because I lacked rest but because I am depressed. I am sad, without anything to hope for as I had already decided to let go of Stephen and let my desires die.  I will hope in GOD who will bring me another husband, a better one. And so my heart is not with my family anymore, if I marry someone who lives not in Cebu I have to go and I will go because all that I gain in the family is heartbreak and distress. I told the LORD this morning, I am tired LORD, I don't want to believe anymore that Stephen is the one but not believing in YOUR Promises is also making...