Year 5984

Event: Sunday Worship Lunch with See Family  Here and Now: I was not able to sleep well because yesterday we had to report a theft case caused by our driver whom my mom trusted to bring the payroll to the Warehouse. It was a good thing that he showed his true character at a short time causing only a minimal damage. But I was more affected with the pain of being rejected by the laywer once again. I feel the rejection and the inconsistently of GOD's WORD to my reality. But GOD's word is proven true, it is reliable, it stands forever. Therefore I should not react according to what I see but I should act on GOD's word and just not feel anything but let it be. SOAP Scriptures Luke 1:26-56 English Standard Version Birth of Jesus Foretold 26  In the sixth month the angel Gabriel was sent from God to a city of Galilee named Nazareth, 27  to a virgin betrothed[ a ] to a man whose name was Joseph, of the house of David. And the virgin's name was Mary. 28  And he came to her and s

Event: Shabbat Rest at Home Here and Now:  Yesterday I was so encouraged by Pastor Jonah because he was able to minister to me regarding my dream about Stephen sleeping beside me where I could not shut off the Audio Bible that I played for us, it meant not even I could stop the plan and promise of GOD from happening whether I pray about it or not because GOD had already spoken it. HIS word will surely be fulfilled. My Sleep was not straight but I kept waking up at night probably because of the caffeine and the Spirit waking me to pray for everything concerning me, like the healing of my parents, because it made me so happy that GOD has healed my relationship with my siblings and how indeed GOD made a miracle during our meeting with Stephen at Hachimitsu.  SOAP Scriptures Isaiah 54 ESV  16  Behold, I have created the smith    who blows the fire of coals    and produces a weapon for its purpose. I have also created the ravager to destroy; 17  no weapon that is fashioned against you shall

Event: Family Corporation Meeting Here and Now: Last night, I watched Joni and Dr Doug's Love's Miracle and I was disappointed with it because even though she was a widow on 2021 and married on 2023, the Doctor was only divorced on 2022 and married the very next year. And I looked at their wedding video and saw that it can be love but I saw a lot of lust from them both. I don't see it is pure love. I sinned against it because I judged it and I asked forgiveness from GOD. I began to understand that the waiting that GOD is putting me through with Stephen is also purifying the love I have for him because when I hurry things up, love is lust, but when I have to wait, love is purified and made perfect. GOD had actually spoken to me about the wedding video that I had stumbled upon. So I still read my Bible that night and was so surprised to see GOD has been talking to me in that day's reading because yesterday I have been wrestling with GOD again saying, I am in pain because