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I slept only 4 hours last night because it was Zumba night with Randy but I had 47hours REM Sleep and 54 minutes deep sleep. I woke up really early too because my body is not tired but energized and I realized that I need this every week or else I will feel very tired. I thank GOD that there's no more pain in my heart for Stephen and that I am being content and enjoying GOD's blessings to me. I realize that the enemy does everything it can to destroy us, steal our joy but GOD has overcome in me! And yes Randy and I still pray for our future spouses but we have surrendered it to GOD.
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Scriptures
Psalm 39
English Standard Version
What Is the Measure of My Days?
To the choirmaster: to Jeduthun. A Psalm of David.
1 I said, “I will guard my ways, that I may not sin with my tongue; I will guard my mouth with a muzzle, so long as the wicked are in my presence.”
2 I was mute and silent; I held my peace to no avail, and my distress grew worse.
3 My heart became hot within me. As I mused, the fire burned; then I spoke with my tongue:
4 “O Lord, make me know my end and what is the measure of my days; let me know how fleeting I am! 5 Behold, you have made my days a few handbreadths, and my lifetime is as nothing before you. Surely all mankind stands as a mere breath! Selah
6 Surely a man goes about as a shadow! Surely for nothing[a] they are in turmoil; man heaps up wealth and does not know who will gather!
7 “And now, O Lord, for what do I wait? My hope is in you.
ObservationI praise GOD that I am no longer sad over Stephen, I have come to accept things because I have been prayed for and I have realized that I am so blessed to be single at this time, to not have to take care of my own household, to be a princess, but this will not be forever because I know my parents will not be always be here and so I want to already be independent from living with them and all the comforts they provide for us because I don't want to be having a difficult time when they leave us. But GOD made me realize through the prayers of Pastor Timmy and Achi Grace, the advice of my brother David, to be content where I am and so I am. I did not want to be content because I don't want to be complacent and somehow this is the reason why I wanted to get married, I want to grow from glory to glory.
Application
And this is my motivation for marriage, I want to get out of the comfort zone before the Ones providing the comfort will no longer exist. I don't want to have a hard time when the time comes that this comfort zone will be taken out, it's better to have a hard time while they are still here. That is why I wanted to get married in the first place... when I was younger I wanted to get married for love but then now that I am older, I want to be independent and secure in my own family. I don't like depending on my birth family for my life, I just felt like it's time for me to marry and build my own house small and live a simple righteous life before GOD. But now that I am content as GOD wants me to be where I am right now, I ask what do I wait for? When I already have everything (except a loving marriage), what do I wait? BUT my hope is in HIM.
Prayers
Dear AVI,
Blessed are YOU O LORD my GOD and King of the Universe! HOLY is YOUR Name! Let YOUR kingdom come, let YOUR will be done upon my life and my future husband and our families and businesses, and all that we do and everything that concerns us here on earth as it is in heaven. Fill us with YOUR HOLY SPIRIT and with YOUR TRUTH, give us everything we need O GOD to live a life that pleases YOU. Forgive me LORD for texting while driving so that I bumped into the old man who was driving the tricycle, and then the police, but I pray that YOU deal with the law breaking police man who is proud and ungodly, I pray that YOU will deal with him in JESUS Name! And make him obedient to YOU! I pray for the old man, that YOU bless him with better jobs and that YOU provide everything he needs O GOD. I pray for YOUR laws to be followed by my family and that my parents will be drawn closer to YOU and take their idolatry of screening time O GOD, but bring them closer to YOU. Do not lead us to tests but deliver and bring salvation and healing to Stephen, Benita, Janine Rose, Carlo, Sandro, Kyle and all that YOU have asked me to pray for. I pray for Arlene to come home and take care of her son, I pray for salvation for Diko Lilian, Ako Sabina and all their children scattered everywhere, Dipe Robert, and his family, Sipe and his family, Johnson and Jammil. I pray O GOD have YOUR way in this world, have YOUR way in my life and in my spouse, have YOUR way in everything because YOU unto YOU belong all glory honor power and devotion.
In the Name of YEHOSHUA Amen!
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