Wednesday 25 September 2024

Event

Get honey from Pier 1, Meeting with Jun @GPlace, 

Here and Now

I woke up really early at 4am even though I slept a little later but I feel good today and thankful because I was feeling my heart and I have no more pain for Stephen, I just accepted GOD's will and timing over my life, GOD has given me the grace to trust HIM.

SOAP

Scriptures

Deuteronomy 30:15-31:6

English Standard Version

15 “See, I have set before you today life and good, death and evil. 16 If you obey the commandments of the Lord your God[a] that I command you today, by loving the Lord your God, by walking in his ways, and by keeping his commandments and his statutes and his rules,[b] then you shall live and multiply, and the Lord your God will bless you in the land that you are entering to take possession of it. 17 But if your heart turns away, and you will not hear, but are drawn away to worship other gods and serve them, 18 I declare to you today, that you shall surely perish. You shall not live long in the land that you are going over the Jordan to enter and possess. 19 I call heaven and earth to witness against you today, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and curse. Therefore choose life, that you and your offspring may live, 20 loving the Lord your God, obeying his voice and (cling to HIM) holding fast to him, for he is your life and length of days, that you may dwell in the land that the Lord swore to your fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them.”

ObservationCling to HIM! This is what I was doing this morning as I awakened, I just talk to GOD even while I am still in bed lying down, HE is the ONE who is there with me the moment I open my eyes, I feel HIS presence and HIS love around me and I feel that I do not belong to this world and that is why I chose to cling to HIM, I need to feel HIS assurance, HIS approval, HIS love all over me because I really cannot make it through without my GOD.

ApplicationI love the LORD and if there are things I love more than HIM, people, animals, I ask that HE forgives me, I want to always be focused on HIM because HE is the perfect ONE, the ONLY ONE who can satisfy me, and fill all the longings of my heart. I look to HIM, I am content in HIM, I am satisfied with whatever situation HE has brought me to and wherever I am now is HIS plan and will for me and so I chose to trust in HIS love and goodness, HIS faithfulness to me because HE is indeed faithful. Even though I still desire to marry and have children, I will surrender this part of my heart to HIM because HE knows what is better and what is best for me. My husband will only fail and disappoint me just like everything else in this world, but GOD never will. I will cling to HIM, hold fast to HIM.

PrayersDear AVI,Blessed are YOU O LORD GOD the HOLY ONE of Israel and the KING of the Universe - YESHUA My Savior, My All. O LORD this life is a gift but it is hard to be here, because of the many problems that I have to deal with everyday but Adonai, YOU are always here for me and I am so blessed to have YOU. What else do I have in this world and in this life??? O GOD Almighty, let YOUR kingdom come, let YOUR will be done here on earth as it is in Heaven! Give us today our daily bread, forgive all our sins as we forgive those that have wronged us. Do not lead us to the test and temptations but deliver us from all evil. O GOD, for YOURS is the power and the glory forever!!! O GOD I pray that YOU continually heal, deliver, save Stephen, Benita, Janine Rose, Sandro, Carlo, Jennifer, all our workers who do not have YOU, everyone under my watch and dealing with me in work, I pray that YOU save everyone O GOD, I pray that YOUR grace flow through this place that YOU have founded YOUR own O GOD. I pray O GOD that YOU send people to minister to Stephen and Benita and to their family to know YOU and love YOU please KING JESUS, make a way for these people to be saved, I pray that YOU encounter them, let them have a personal experience and encounter with YOU and whatever role YOU want me to play I pray O GOD that YOU will take over me completely and let YOUR HOLY SPIRIT overshadow me, and I ask this for Stephen too, because YOU have promised that YOU will pour out YOUR HOLY SPIRIT upon Stephen Lao Yu in Isaiah 42:1 as YOU have chosen him not just to be YOUR Servant but as YOUR Son O GOD thank YOU for chosing him to be YOUR Son. Thank YOU for the privilege to pray for people and I ask also LORD that even as I pray for others, that YOU take care of the things that matter to me, take care, preserve my husband and his family prepare them for me and what YOU want to do in our lives. I Pray O GOD have YOUR way in us, let YOUR miracle happen O GOD. The things I cannot utter YOU know it well in my heart and I will continue to delight in YOU because YOU are my everything and my all, my life and the length of my days. I pray that YOU heal Daddy and Mom from all their sickness and I ask that YOU save all my Uncles and Aunts O GOD wherever they are all over the world, all those connected to us O GOD please save them all. I ask YOU LORD for the peace of Jerusalem and salvation of Israel and I thank YOU JESUS for everything! For YOU are preparing something wonderful for me and for all those whom YOU love. Unto YOU belong all honor and praise! In the Name of YESHUA Amen!