Tuesday

Event

Aerobic Exercise day with Randy

Here and Now

I had a good long sleep of 7.5 hours even though I don't need it but I still woke up in the middle of the night and prayed for almost an hour while I wake up again and prayed but went back to sleep to regain the loss of sleep I had for 2 nights now. 4-5hours used to be just enough for me.... But even yesterday I didn't feel sleepy during the day because there was so many things to do. And while I was awake at 2AM and read the WORD, I was encouraged by GOD by the WORD I had last night connected to today's WORD

SOAP

Scriptures for last night

Ezekiel 12

NASB

21 Then the word of the Lord came to me, saying, 22 “Son of man, what is this proverb you people have about the land of Israel, saying, ‘The days are long, and every vision fails’? 23 Therefore say to them, ‘This is what the Lord God says: “I will put an end to this proverb so that they will no longer use it as a proverb in Israel.” But tell them, “The days are approaching as well as the [k]fulfillment of every vision. 24 For there will no longer be any [l]false vision or deceptive divination within the house of Israel. 25 For I the Lord will speak whatever word I speak, and it will be performed. It will no longer be delayed, for in your days, you rebellious house, I will speak the word and perform it,” declares the Lord God.’”

26 Furthermore, the word of the Lord came to me, saying, 27 “Son of man, behold, the house of Israel is saying, ‘The vision that he sees is for many [m]years from now, and he prophesies of times far off.’ 28 Therefore say to them, ‘This is what the Lord God says: “None of My words will be delayed any longer. Whatever word I speak will be performed,”’” declares the Lord God.

Today's Scriptures

Luke 17

5 The apostles said to the Lord, “Increase our faith!” 6 But the Lord said, “If you [e]had faith [f]the size of a mustard seed, you could say to this mulberry tree, ‘Be uprooted and be planted in the sea’; and it would [g]obey you.

Observation

I praise GOD that in the middle of the Night HE wakes me to keep watch, to pray and to receive HIS promise and encouragement in Ezekiel 12:28 Therefore say to them, ‘This is what the Lord God says: “None of My words will be delayed any longer. Whatever word I speak will be performed,”’” declares the Lord God. It is utmost and important that I received this, because it brought joy to my Spirit that was unsure anymore. I felt lost letting go of HIS promise for me regarding Stephen. It means it could be any man. I just know for certain that when I came back to WWCF I received a promise about a younger man named Jeward but he failed to enter the promise and then GOD gave me a new Promise in a man my age and I didn't want to receive the promise of someone in the Chinese race because of my past pain and the vow I made, but I broke the self vow and I received the Promise miraculously because GOD is more powerful than my will and I will always surrender to HIM. But after a year of praying and believing, I felt so much pain when I didn't see anything happen, I just wanted to let go and surrender. I don't want to believe or want anything anymore than GOD.

Application

Just when I have surrendered, GOD has given me this word. Still I am happy not feeling any pain anymore for Stephen. I used to feel so much pain feeling for him and yet not having Stephen reciprocate the love I felt because GOD spoke through my brother David to be content and be happy where I am and I applied this wisdom by the grace of GOD over me. GOD miraculously removed my pain also just one morning the week after I asked Pastor Timmy and Achi Grace to pray for me regarding this issue. Yet today I received WORD that NONE OF HIS WORDS will be delayed anymore, and I believe this to be true, that even if my faith is as small as a mustard seed, as long as I believe, whatever I say and whatever I pray I will have! And so I thank GOD for the husband GOD has promised me and that HE is preparing me to be a wife and to be a mother for my future family. I thank GOD he is changing me and making me the best that I can be for HIS glory and honor! I will chose to set aside my reasoning and logical thinking just to give way to the PROMISE of GOD for me.

Prayers

Dear AVI,

HOLY is YOUR NAME O GREAT I AM, O HOLY ONE of ISRAEL, the KING of the Universe-KING JESUS My GOD and Savior. O LORD, let YOUR kingdom come, let YOUR will be done, unto Stephen and Benita, Janine Rose, Carlo, Sandro, Jennifer, and all those YOU have put in my heart to pray. I pray for Michelle to endure in her prayers for Michael, believing one day YOU will change the man she married, because of her faith. I pray for Rey and Arlene to be guided by the HOLY SPIRIT and do what is right, to come home and be a family. I ask that YOU heal my father Dennis from his sciatic that he has been suffering, I know YOU have broken him and I pray he remain humble after his healing and I pray for Mom to be more discerning in the people she trust. I ask that YOU will deal with the heart of Nisa and cast out her evil spirits from this household, that she will not oppress others anymore, or else I will send her out. I ask that YOU will comfort and heal Susan and have her stay with us longer until we find someone to replace her who will be content to work with us O GOD. I pray for many things, all our workers to submit to YOU, for Norhadin to know YOU as the true GOD and KING over all the earth, and everyone to be honest in work. I pray for YOUR grace upon Enen and that she find someone to take care of her special child. I pray for a good system to be working in our Warehouse O GOD and for the right people to work with. I pray for YOUR anointing over me that I will learn Accounting and apply it right. I thank YOU for sending me good workers but please O GOD preserve them and their hearts. I pray for YOUR grace and mercy and favor upon us all. I ask YOU LORD, let YOUR good and perfect will be done O GOD and always lead me to the right path, always take care of me O GOD I am depending on YOU for all things. Please KING JESUS send me a teacher who will teach me accounting systems to automize our business. Please O GOD, help me in this life I live on earth. I pray O GOD, send me better helpers who will stay longer with us. Please O GOD continue to rise up within Deric and help him to give priority to the family business because YOU have entrusted this to us. I pray O GOD, that YOU will always humble Dean and Denessse, Cherry too so that they will always be blessed by YOU. I pray O GOD, take control over me. For I am YOURS and I want to always give YOU glory and praise for YOU deserve O GOD all of me!

In the Name of YESHUA Amen!