Event
Work day going to the office work on everything that needs to be done
Here and Now
Slept early around 10 and woke up at around 5AM but my body was tired, it was different yesterday when I awoke with energy because I was aerobic dancing the night before with Randy.
SOAP
Scriptures of GOD's Promise assuring me
Ezekiel 18
English Standard Version
The Soul Who Sins Shall Die
1 The word of the Lord came to me: 2 “What do you[a] mean by repeating this proverb concerning the land of Israel, ‘The fathers have eaten sour grapes, and the children's teeth are set on edge’? 3 As I live, declares the Lord God, this proverb shall no more be used by you in Israel. 4 Behold, all souls are mine; the soul of the father as well as the soul of the son is mine: the soul who sins shall die.
Psalms 33
English Standard Version
The Steadfast Love of the Lord
1 Shout for joy in the Lord, O you righteous! Praise befits the upright.
2 Give thanks to the Lord with the lyre; make melody to him with the harp of ten strings!
3 Sing to him a new song; play skillfully on the strings, with loud shouts.
4 For the word of the Lord is upright, and all his work is done in faithfulness.
5 He loves righteousness and justice; the earth is full of the steadfast love of the Lord.
6 By the word of the Lord the heavens were made, and by the breath of his mouth all their host.
7 He gathers the waters of the sea as a heap; he puts the deeps in storehouses.
8 Let all the earth fear the Lord; let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of him!
9 For he spoke, and it came to be; he commanded, and it stood firm.
10 The Lord brings the counsel of the nations to nothing; he frustrates the plans of the peoples.
11 The counsel of the Lord stands forever, the plans of his heart to all generations.
12 Blessed is the nation whose God is the Lord, the people whom he has chosen as his heritage!
13 The Lord looks down from heaven; he sees all the children of man;
14 from where he sits enthroned he looks out on all the inhabitants of the earth,
15 he who fashions the hearts of them all and observes all their deeds.
16 The king is not saved by his great army; a warrior is not delivered by his great strength.
17 The war horse is a false hope for salvation, and by its great might it cannot rescue.
18 Behold, the eye of the Lord is on those who fear him, on those who hope in his steadfast love,
19 that he may deliver their soul from death and keep them alive in famine.
20 Our soul waits for the Lord; he is our help and our shield.
21 For our heart is glad in him, because we trust in his holy name.
22 Let your steadfast love, O Lord, be upon us, even as we hope in you.
ObservationGOD knew the unspoken concerns in my heart. Even when I have not spoken about it to HIM yet today HE has addressed the issue of children not having to suffer for the sins of the parents and this gives me hope that one day GOD will give to me a GOD loving and honorable man as a husband who will take care of me and do me right. I do not put my hope in that man, but in the GOD who lives in that man because no man could ever do anyone right unless that man is fully devoted to the LORD for HIS purpose and consumption. In Psalms David writes about those who fear GOD will always be cared for by GOD, those who hope in HIM will always be looked out for by GOD. What a wonderful promise and assurance for every child of GOD to meditate and treasure in our hearts.
Application
I will look to the LORD, I will seek HIM, I will devote myself to HIM through prayer and delightfulness of my heart, I will depend on HIM in all things, every step I take, every move I make, I will acknowledge HIM and let HIM direct me in all that I do. I will bless HIM at all times, delight in HIS love and faithfulness. I will often think of HIM and pray for the things concerning my heart, I will bring everything to HIM in prayer, unceasingly communicating with HIM.
Prayers
Dear AVI
GOD Almighty, LORD of ALL, Blessed are YOU O GOD and KING of the Universe who forever rules in majesty and power, YOU are glorious and beautiful in all that YOU do. Toda so much for speaking to me about my dilemma through Pastor Timmy my earthly spiritual father that YOU have assigned over my family. Thank YOU for the love YOU have given him for all GOD's people. Thank YOU for Achi Grace and Tita Ge who look after me and all the flock of GOD's sheep. I thank YOU O GOD, because I am set free just by speaking to Pastor Timmy about what I have been receiving from YOU and taking away all my false illusions and wrong beliefs. When I told Pastor Timmy about YOU telling me to be a Ruth to my Boaz by loving my mother in law, he said, that is very difficult, unless your husband tells his mother that I am the new queen of our new house, unless this husband is a man of GOD who understands the importance of family values and the laws of GOD, it is very hard. And that day my blinded eyes were opened. How I have been living in the illusion that Stephen and I could build a home with his mother Benita because of the love I had for Stephen and he didn't even love me back. How pitiful that I was deceived by my own heart again but how faithful YOU are O LORD, that YOU have just only tested me for another year of my life if I was going to go through the eye of the needle if YOU wanted me to. YOU can see for YOURSELF, and have seen and witnessed that I was ready to do it if only YOU wanted me to. I was ready because I knew I was not rich, I was poor and broken and I commit myself to YOU MY GOD who loves me. But I praise YOU O GOD that through my time with Pastor Timmy and asking him to pray for me I am set free from that illusion that I could serve GOD through Stephen and his mother by loving them. Now I know that GOD has better plans for me, grander, that where I do not have to go through that kind of life where I am a servant to them both. Now I pray O GOD for my future husband whoever he is and his family to be prepared in their hearts to receive me to be part of their family, that YOU bless my husband with confidence and hope in YOU that one day YOU will answer our prayers by bringing us together this year! I thank YOU for Nay Susan our cook who has prophesied it for me last night when she said "your husband will arrive in your life before December comes this year!" I thank YOU FATHER that there are those who love me enough in this family to pray for me. Thank YOU for all our workers O GOD bless each one of them, all my dogs and pets in the house and in all our territories. O GOD help me to live for YOU and YOUR purpose for me. Thank YOU for my husband who is coming for me! Help me not to create an image in my mind O GOD about what this man looks like, but give me a vision of what this man might be like and let him recognize me right away because HE is a Spirit filled man who has been waiting for YOU to give him a wife. Thank YOU KING JESUS! For YOU deserve all the glory honor and praise!
In the Name of YESHUA Amen!
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