Monday
Work day, Jun files for theft case. Celebrate Elsie and Jun's birthday with a bible Study at 4:30PM this evening
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Scriptures
Psalms 37
English Standard Version
He Will Not Forsake His Saints
[a] Of David.
1 Fret not yourself because of evildoers; be not envious of wrongdoers!
2 For they will soon fade like the grass and wither like the green herb.
3 Trust in the Lord, and do good; dwell in the land and befriend faithfulness.[b]
4 Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.
5 Commit your way to the Lord; trust in him, and he will act.
6 He will bring forth your righteousness as the light, and your justice as the noonday.
7 Be still before the Lord and wait patiently for him; fret not yourself over the one who prospers in his way, over the man who carries out evil devices!
8 Refrain from anger, and forsake wrath! Fret not yourself; it tends only to evil.
9 For the evildoers shall be cut off, but those who wait for the Lord shall inherit the land.
10 In just a little while, the wicked will be no more; though you look carefully at his place, he will not be there.
11 But the meek shall inherit the land and delight themselves in abundant peace.
12 The wicked plots against the righteous and gnashes his teeth at him,
16 Better is the little that the righteous has than the abundance of many wicked.
17 For the arms of the wicked shall be broken, but the Lord upholds the righteous.
18 The Lord knows the days of the blameless, and their heritage will remain forever;
19 they are not put to shame in evil times; in the days of famine they have abundance.
20 But the wicked will perish; the enemies of the Lord are like the glory of the pastures; they vanish—like smoke they vanish away.
21 The wicked borrows but does not pay back, but the righteous is generous and gives;
22 for those blessed by the Lord[c] shall inherit the land, but those cursed by him shall be cut off.
23 The steps of a man are established by the Lord, when he delights in his way;
24 though he fall, he shall not be cast headlong, for the Lord upholds his hand.
25 I have been young, and now am old, yet I have not seen the righteous forsaken or his children begging for bread.
26 He is ever lending generously, and his children become a blessing.
27 Turn away from evil and do good; so shall you dwell forever.
28 For the Lord loves justice; he will not forsake his saints. They are preserved forever, but the children of the wicked shall be cut off.
29 The righteous shall inherit the land and dwell upon it forever.
30 The mouth of the righteous utters wisdom, and his tongue speaks justice.
31 The law of his God is in his heart; his steps do not slip.
34 Wait for the Lord and keep his way, and he will exalt you to inherit the land; you will look on when the wicked are cut off.
39 The salvation of the righteous is from the Lord; he is their stronghold in the time of trouble.
40 The Lord helps them and delivers them; he delivers them from the wicked and saves them, because they take refuge in him.
ObservationThe word in Psalm 37 speaks differently to me today, that as I continue to commit my ways to GOD and trust HIM, HE WILL ACT for my behalf...and HE will cause my righteousness to shine like the sun and not only this but as I delight in HIM, HE will give me the secret petitions of my heart, the secret petitions is what struck me because there are desires that are no even known to me, desires that GOD put there that are hidden from me and this is what I feel when I met Stephen. I didn't know that I would desire a Chinese man like him until I was exposed to him. I didn't know and because of my self vows, I could not get myself to accept desiring him until GOD spoke to me HIS word on September 20, 2023 at around 2AM HE gave me Isaiah 34:16 “Search from the book of the LORD, and read: Not one of these shall fail; Not one shall lack her mate. For My mouth has commanded it, and His Spirit has gathered them.
ApplicationThe very reason why I have been in pain for almost a year now is because of how I truly believed GOD for HIS promises and not seeing anything come to pass until today. I know I have sinned against GOD as HE is now refining my desires to make it holy before HIM, I know because David made me understand that I had obsessed over the promise. I had obsessed over it and it made my GOD jealous and I have asked forgiveness because I do not want to be hurt by it anymore. I don't want to receive it anymore because I am dismayed by it. I want to grow out of it yet last night I still find myself talking about him - specifically Stephen and so I pray that GOD will remove this completely from my heart. But at the same time I know that I have to believe it still yet not hold on to it. My broken heart wants to kill it completely because I want GOD to raise it back to life when HIS time to fulfill it is already here. I will continue to trust in GOD who is working out all things for me, HE will always save me, the ONE who will never fail... HE will never fail me...
PrayersDear AVI,FAITHFUL and LOVING FATHER GOD, KING of the Universe, I bless YOU today! Thank YOU for loving me, for choosing me to be YOUR vessel but LORD, I will fail YOU because I am not perfect please do not reject me just because I fail YOU, please take care of me. Today as I worship YOU with the song that has ministered to my heart and Spirit "I TRUST IN GOD" I am thankful for YOUR HOLY SPIRIT who is comforting me today I really need YOU everyday O LORD. I carry the heart of Aunty Jelly today who mourns for Jerson and I pray that she will grieve until she is healed, until she understands why YOU chose her for this painful story of the life of a woman. I feel her pain because she has mourned for a Saul husband and now a Saul son. Just like a Job or Naomi whose tragedy hit them altogether with a pain that's almost unbearable. Whatever reaction they have, they have every right to feel that way. But I pray today O GOD that YOU will comfort Aunt Jelly and help her to see YOUR Love and goodness inspite of all these. I pray for the salvation, healing and deliverance of Benita Yu and Stephen Yu, even if I cannot be the light that shines to them O GOD, I pray that YOU will send people to minister to them until they receive YOU as their LORD and Savior. I pray for the deliverance, healing and salvation of Janine Rose Gulfan, Carlo Rebadomia, from their adulterous relationships and set them free to live for YOU. I pray for the healing of Sandro Muhlach and that YOU make him an instrument of YOUR Grace. I pray that YOU will heal Dad and Mom and all their pain and trauma in the past, and heal Dad's sciatic problem LORD, don't let it get worse I pray. I pray O GOD that we will not take things for granted. I pray O GOD that YOU will grant us YOUR grace. I pray O GOD that YOU will cause my siblings to be more trustworthy in the business not just in ministry and I thank YOU for doing this for Shobe. Thank YOU that she is a wonderful person. I thank YOU for ministering to me and to YOUR people yesterday. I pray O GOD that YOU continue to make me content and happy in YOU for YOU hold my heart and my whole life belongs to YOU. Please grant homes to my dogs O GOD, and give me a new home so I can take some of our dogs with us and pls grant homes to the new puppies let them all be bought at a good price. Thank YOU for Cobe's long life and everyone of them too. O GOD Almighty be glorified greatly in my life. For YOU deserve all the glory honor power and praise!
In the Name of YESHUA Amen!
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