Monday 2 September 2024

Event:

Work Day

Here and Now:

Slept so early last night (Sunday) and so I wake up before 4AM today. I have so many concerns, facing todays challenges of having to deal with a thief employee, praying for Dad's spiritual awakening so he can be healed from his sciatic pains, and yesterday as I talked to Pastor Timmy and David & Kim, I realized that I should just follow GOD, not the person HE says I will marry, but just follow whatever GOD says and be open minded to GOD about people I know around me. Although Pastor Timmy and D&K have different messages contrasting in a way, yet they are also speaking truths from GOD that go the same way, that I should just surrender my desires to the FATHER and yet NOT doubt that HE will indeed give me the desires of my heart because HE gave me those desires to marry a good man anyway. Pastor enlightened me in a way that whatever GOD is saying to me is difficult especially that when I marry Stephen I will have to marry his mother, I was very much willing to take care of his mother with him but without him loving me, I am not willing at all. Stephen I realized is more logical than emotional, and it is what makes it difficult to love him. I realized early this morning that I am counting on a man's love to fulfill me, but it cannot be, it is like a deceitful fantasy that can never be realized because GOD says cursed is the man who trust in man. Today I also had dreams of a man wrapping his heart around my heart and he is saying to me "Just don't try to find him... let him find you" something like that. After my talk with Pastor I believe GOD is healing and guarding my heart once again through the symbol of that dream of a short man, dark skinned who says he is my cousin. If he is a spiritual entity who is trying to claim me, I pray against it right now in JESUS NAME! No weapon, or spirit assigned to harm me shall prevail! I will refute every tongue that accuses me for this is my heritage as the LORD's servant. 

Dear FATHER, 

I have so many concerns, so many things that need to be dealt with. But I pray that YOU deal with it O GOD in all things for YOU are My Shepherd and I have seen YOUR hand at work in my life! YOU are glorious in all that YOU do. But O GOD, here I am so frail and weak, let me live according to YOUR plan for me. Thank YOU for taking away the feelings, desires or emotions that I may have for Stephen because the time has not yet come and I will respect YOUR time, I will honor it O GOD because I honor YOU because YOU are my number 1 priority. O GOD Almighty take care of me come upon me, fill me with YOUR Ruach Hakodesh and power. Be My Shepherd and be My Greatest Love! Let me love YOU more than any other, let me be joyful and happy in YOU. Marriage also has many sorrows, O GOD, I pray I want to grow beyond myself. I want to have a family of my own, but YOU alone know if I am ready for that or not. Please GOD set my mind off marriage and the need to be loved by an imperfect man because YOU my GOD, who is perfect loves me. Fill my heart with YOUR love and my thoughts with YOUR thoughts. Thank YOU for awakening me this morning to pray. I pray O GOD take care of my household, my dogs, and all that concerns me. Please GOD take care of my family and give me a love that can really fill me. It is YOUR Love that fills me please fill me with YOUR LOVE O GOD.

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Scriptures

Deuteronomy 17:14-20

English Standard Version

Laws Concerning Israel's Kings

14 “When you come to the land that the Lord your God is giving you, and you possess it and dwell in it and then say, ‘I will set a king over me, like all the nations that are around me,’ 15 you may indeed set a king over you whom the Lord your God will choose. One from among your brothers you shall set as king over you. You may not put a foreigner over you, who is not your brother. 16 Only he must not acquire many horses for himself or cause the people to return to Egypt in order to acquire many horses, since the Lord has said to you, ‘You shall never return that way again.’ 17 And he shall not acquire many wives for himself, lest his heart turn away, nor shall he acquire for himself excessive silver and gold.

18 “And when he sits on the throne of his kingdom, he shall write for himself in a book a copy of this law, approved by[a] the Levitical priests. 19 And it shall be with him, and he shall read in it all the days of his life, that he may learn to fear the Lord his God by keeping all the words of this law and these statutes, and doing them, 20 that his heart may not be lifted up above his brothers, and that he may not turn aside from the commandment, either to the right hand or to the left, so that he may continue long in his kingdom, he and his children, in Israel.

Psalms 30

English Standard Version

Joy Comes with the Morning

A Psalm of David. A song at the dedication of the temple.

1 I will extol you, O Lord, for you have drawn me up and have not let my foes rejoice over me.

2 O Lord my God, I cried to you for help, and you have healed me.

3 O Lord, you have brought up my soul from Sheol; you restored me to life from among those who go down to the pit.

4 Sing praises to the Lord, O you his saints, and give thanks to his holy name.[b]

5 For his anger is but for a moment, and his favor is for a lifetime.[c]Weeping may tarry for the night, but joy comes with the morning.

6 As for me, I said in my prosperity, “I shall never be moved.”

7 By your favor, O Lord, you made my mountain stand strong; you hid your face; I was dismayed.

8 To you, O Lord, I cry, and to the Lord I plead for mercy:

9 “What profit is there in my death,[d]if I go down to the pit?[e]Will the dust praise you? Will it tell of your faithfulness?

10 Hear, O Lord, and be merciful to me! O Lord, be my helper!”

11 You have turned for me my mourning into dancing; you have loosed my sackcloth    and clothed me with gladness,

12 that my glory may sing your praise and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks to you forever!

ObservationThe King I will set over me is a King chosen by the LORD GOD Almighty who is My Shepherd. He will be a King who reads the laws of GOD day and night and writes on Journals what GOD has spoken to him like me. No matter who this King is, I am asking GOD for the kind of King that loves him, as hard working as Stephen but loving GOD like King David. Together we will serve the LORD with whatever GOD has entrusted to him.

ApplicationI will wait on GOD for that king he has promised me. I cannot expect him to be perfect but I am praying that GOD will help me to love the king HE will chose. It was easy for me to love whomever HE revealed to me and I am expecting GOD to reveal someone in the future days to come because September 14 is 360 since GOD has revealed it was Stephen and I don't want to bear the pain for another year. If GOD wants me to be with Stephen, it will not take a year before he will understand that I am the one for him and he will pursue me. This King is already a Christian and I am thankful GOD has prepared this King for me.

PrayersDear AVI,O GOD Almighty! King of Kings and LORD of Lords! YOU rule and reign over all things O GOD. One of the things I don't want to happen has happened like one of our trusted workers has met an accident, he doesn't want to be in the hospital so I ask YOU dear FATHER to heal his body and his spirit internally externally, heal Tatay Satero Felix LORD GOD. I pray FATHER may YOUR Presence fall upon him and he will be healed right away, today YOU are doing great and mighty things for me. FATHER I don't have any other person who loves me more than YOU. Please FATHER fill up my insecurities and let me love YOU. Help me GOD to focus on YOU and not on the people around me. Please KING JESUS heal my Dad Dennis and awaken him spiritually so that he will be praying and reading YOUR WORD and receiving revelations from YOU I pray O GOD, that YOU will take care of him and his mind O GOD help him to be praying. Please KING JESUS take care of all of us because we are weak and frail. I pray for my husband and me that YOU prepare us for each other to take care of each other O GOD I pray we will start a new life together by 2025 because YOU are the LORD who makes all things possible. O GOD Almighty, have mercy on us I pray. I pray for YOUR grace O GOD. Thank YOU LORD for hearing me today and even my prayers for Remar and Elizabeth to be blessed and YOU deal with them accordingly because I want them to receive YOU as LORD and Savior so that their souls will be saved. I pray GOD that YOU will give me new workers to replace Rosalia, and Joebert and Norhadin because I will be firing them out. I pray O GOD that YOU will have YOUR way in our work place and protect us dear GOD from everything going on in our company. I pray against evil entities that they will be cast out from our teritorries and that YOU cleanse our territories once again. I pray O GOD for YOU to give me energy to work and to do my best in all things so that I can give YOU all the glory that YOU deserve. I pray O GOD for YOUR love to complete me, please O GOD, take care of me. O GOD, that YOU deliver and heal Sandro, Jaja Gulfan, Carlo and Kyle from all their pain and bondage and I pray that YOU make them victorious as they chose YOU and walk away from every thing that is hurting and harming them. I pray O GOD, for YOUR grace upon all of us and that YOU will bring Gjianna back into YOUR presence like before. I pray O GOD have YOUR way in Stephen and his other Benita and that YOU continue to speak to them and save them O GOD, that YOU will indeed pour out YOUR SPIRIT upon them that they will love and follow YOU all the days of their life. Thank YOU for hearing every prayer O GOD and for the husband whom YOU are preparing for me. Thank YOU for preparing me to be the wife and mother of our children. Thank YOU for healing me and that YOU are continually healing me. For YOU deserve all the glory honor and praise.
In the Name of JESUS Amen!