Shabbat 17 August 2024

Event:
Shabbat rest, practice at church, spend time in Busay

Here and Now:
Woke up later than my usual days coz it's a Saturday and the rain kept me in bed, but I am glad and content this Saturday morning, I was no longer hurting after my meeting with Stephen, I did not feel anymore that he rejected me. But I still want to marry someone far in Manila so I can live a free life... But if GOD wants me to be with Stephen, I accept this HIS will of HIS, I just want HIM to do it already and no more delays because I am tired of being unloved and alone.


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Scriptures

Isaiah 40

English Standard Version

Comfort for God's People

1 Comfort, comfort my people, says your God.2 Speak tenderly to Jerusalem,    and cry to her that her warfare[a] is ended,    that her iniquity is pardoned, that she has received from the Lord's hand    double for all her sins.

3 A voice cries:[b]“In the wilderness prepare the way of the Lord;    make straight in the desert a highway for our God. 4 Every valley shall be lifted up,    and every mountain and hill be made low; the uneven ground shall become level,    and the rough places a plain. 5 And the glory of the Lord shall be revealed,    and all flesh shall see it together,    for the mouth of the Lord has spoken.”

The Word of God Stands Forever

6 A voice says, “Cry!”    And I said,[c] “What shall I cry?” All flesh is grass,    and all its beauty[d] is like the flower of the field. 7 The grass withers, the flower fades    when the breath of the Lord blows on it;    surely the people are grass. 8 The grass withers, the flower fades,    but the word of our God will stand forever.

ObservationFor the past 4 days, GOD has been speaking to me about HIS will regarding the man HE wants me to marry through HIS WORD in Acts 6-7 regarding the man to be Stephen and Ruth 1-4 to be Ruth, the woman that GOD wants me to be who is love her mother in law. I was ready for this since GOD revealed Stephen to me on day of Yom Kippur of the Year 5874. But GOD has not acted on HIS word until now and I was growing impatient and desperate that it might not ever happen again because HE didn't let anything happen in the past. Everyone that HE revealed that I pray for, they all never happened.

ApplicationI will continue to wait not setting my hope in Stephen but setting my hope only in GOD who loves me. And I will cry out to GOD who loves me and pour out my heart to HIM because I know that in HIM I will never be rejected, I will always be loved.

Prayers

Dear AVI,

O GOD Almighty KING of the Universe, who rules over all things small and big, YOU are HOLY O GOD and there is none like YOU. Unto YOU O GOD are all things subject to, even evil cannot go ahead of YOU. O LORD, My GOD, I and plead today, I plead today that YOU send me a man who loves me for who I am, a man whom I can love, who loves me no matter what I do, I need to see the LOVE YOU have for me through a man whom YOU will send to be my husband. Whoever it is, be it Stephen then let it be, have YOUR Way in HIS life so that I can be live a life of love because for the first time in my life, I am not happy anymore being single as I had been happier the past 40 years, during my 30's I enjoyed my time with YOU, YOU coveted time with me but now LORD, do not leave me on my own, even Mary JESUS earthly mother had Joseph to love her and take care of her. So please LORD I plead with YOU send me this man whom my family can love too. Please GOD, I just want to be loved because my family's love is not enough. I need him to love me unconditionally just as YOU love me or Cobe and all my dogs because I want that pure love to fill my life with joy and happiness. So I can be all that YOU want me to be O GOD, I want to be happy and loved, I want to love the ONE who loves me and if YOU Say it is Stephen O GOD then be it unto me, according to YOUR Word in Acts 6-7 and Ruth 1-4. I plead today that YOUR love will be enough for me today, and everyday that YOUR Love will embrace me and that I will always feel YOUR love around me and that I will always be content in YOUR love. I plead today that YOU will send me a man who loves me please love secure me with YOUR LOVE YOUR LOVE alone secures me, not any man could love me the way I need to be loved because YOU are the ONLY ONE who can love me perfectly. Please GOD take care of my dogs always fighting, please let them be happier as they wait for a home to love them. Please GOD give new homes to my dogs, sell them, let them be sold o GOD to good pet parents. Have mercy on my dogs O GOD and I pray that YOU will give us a new boy to take care of my dogs.
In JESUS Name, AMen!


In the Name of YESHUA AMen

Dear ABBA,
Toda Raba! For YOU are GOD Almighty of Shabbat and YOU gave me rest today by being able to play guitar in church, be with fellow believers and enjoy fellowship with my dear friends. I pray O LORD for Ming gay that YOU will give her the desires of her heart, by fulfilling YOUR promise to her and enabling her to have more faith, not by might not by power but by YOUR Spirit! I pray O GOD, have YOUR way in us, make us always joyful in YOU as we wait on YOU, without even seeing with our physical eyes, may our spiritual eyes see what YOU want us to see, and increase our vision so that we walk by faith and not by sight. LORD, just give us that joy and rejoicing without reason because YOU are Shepherd, because all we have and need is found in YOU and YOU are more than excited to give to us what YOU have put in our hearts. I pray for Randy, that YOU heal him from the pain of rejected and give him a wife that is right for him. I pray for Ryan to be bold when it comes to business decisions and that YOU lead him success and confidence in YOUR Spirit. I pray for tomorrow's gathering that YOU will visit us mightily with YOUR presence and power! Breakthrough in our lives O GOD, fulfill what YOU have spoken and teach us to keep our eyes on YOU. I Pray for blessing after blessing, and I continue to pray that Stephen will open HIS heart to YOU, to seek YOU, to hunger for YOU and find YOU O GOD through YOUR WORD, I pray that YOU awaken HIS Spirit and so with Benita his mother so that together we 3 can worship YOU in spirit and in truth, O GOD of glory, show up in power and reveal YOURSELF to us O GOD deeper and deeper and give us faith let it be stronger and stronger, bigger than mustard seeds O GOD, as we cry to YOU and seek YOU, may we receive YOUR Response and YOUR words O GOD speak to us giving us comfort and assurance that YOU are there, alive, working out all things for our good! All glory and honor and power belong to YOU alone!
In YESHUA Amen!

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