Sunday 14 July 2024

Event: Sunday Worship first time to play guitar with the Band, a goal that GOD has accomplished because HE is faithful

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Scriptures


2 Chronicles 34

27 because your heart was tender and you humbled yourself before God when you heard his words against this place and its inhabitants, and you have humbled yourself before me and have torn your clothes and wept before me, I also have heard you, declares the Lord. 28 Behold, I will gather you to your fathers, and you shall be gathered to your grave in peace, and your eyes shall not see all the disaster that I will bring upon this place and its inhabitants.’” And they brought back word to the king.


Observation

I have heard YOU is such a comforting word for me and for everyone whose heart is crying out to GOD. My heart cries out, even at night my heart cries out, my is disturbed that I cannot sleep and my heart cries out but GOD is hearing me when HE gives me people to comfort me. GOD has answered my prayers with a simple response that HE has heard me and HE will do what is best for me. In GOD's comforting words to the King's repentant heart, HE gives a promise after HIS word saying I have heard YOU, the promise comes in the form of a solution. GOD not allow the King to see the disaster HE has planned on Israel, GOD will punish Israel after his death and the King will not experience such kind of pain and suffering coming from the justice of GOD.


Application

I have received these words from the week we fasted until today, because last night, I suddenly wake up feeling so much pain from being unloved and rejected. I never felt so much pain in all my life, where the one I love just left me by myself because he had to go somewhere, our meeting time was up. But my heart ached so much as I over thought about everything that happened during the day. I asked my sister Kim to pray for me and her prayers comforted me so much but I still went back to sleep later than I wanted Around 2AM, but today GOD is comforting me again simply by saying I have heard YOU and I do not know how HE will solve my problem of having this pain - either HE will let me marry Stephen or remove my feelings from him. I will chose GOD's will over mine because everyone has to make a choice. I will chose to believe in GOD's promises for my life. Kim believed with me when I no longer have the strength to believe. And she is another sign of GOD's faithfulness in my life. I just need to trust in HIS goodness, kindness and mercy upon me especially at this critical time and moment where I do not know what wil happen next. TRUST is key, for me to survive this pain. It's either I break or make and this is what love does. But GOD will always use my greatest pain to accomplish HIS greatest accomplishment and miracle in my life. I am still waiting for that miracle to be loved by a man who will marry me and stand by me for all our lives.


Prayers

Dear AVI,

Thank YOU for loving me through Kim and David, thank YOU for YOUR faithfulness in my life. Surely LORD my heart is broken and it has been ever since my love for Stephen has been unrequited. Why did you allow me to love anyway??? To pray yes and I am praying, and waiting is the hardest most painful thing I am going through right now, seeing no signs of YOUR Promise in my life. But I will chose to believe in YOU because YOU are faithful and true and YOU are trustworthy of my heart and all that I am going through. Please bless me today, as I give YOU my praise through playing guitar, please let YOUR heart be soft towards me, be tender towards me by comforting me more with YOUR Presence because GOD I am still broken, and I will be broken until YOU will heal me. I trust YOU LORD for allowing me to go through such pain, perhaps YOU are working in me the humility that YOU want to accomplish in my life because I needed the character of a humble wife patient and understanding. I chose YOUR will even though it is painful over mine because YOU are worthy of my suffering. Thank YOU for Uncle Stephen Gaisano and Aunt Mary whose lives I hold dearly in my heart along with Diko Lillian who has touched my heart. I pray for the elderly, even Benita Yu, Sabina Lao, Paul Gaisano that they will dwell in YOUR Presence and love that YOU will shelter them O GOD in YOUR loving presence and give them a smooth entry into the Kingdom of GOD but LORD give them a good experience here on earth LORD let their last days be sweet and happy. I pray O GOD send someone to minister to them and use me too O GOD. Thank YOU for this honor of knowing the elderly in the chinese community, I pray also for Pacita Sing. Thank YOU O GOD, be glorified always in the meditations of my heart.


In the name of JESUS AMen!






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