Friday 19 July 2024
Dennis the Prophet visits WWCF Cebu
I was crying the whole day since yesterday because I was so hurt and so broken hearted over Stephen and how he defended the Project Manager whom he just once met and I cannot get over our argument.
Psalm 17
English Standard Version
In the Shadow of Your Wings
A Prayer of David.
1 Hear a just cause, O Lord; attend to my cry! Give ear to my prayer from lips free of deceit!
2 From your presence let my vindication come! Let your eyes behold the right!
3 You have tried my heart, you have visited me by night, you have tested me, and you will find nothing; I have purposed that my mouth will not transgress.
4 With regard to the works of man, by the word of your lips I have avoided the ways of the violent.
5 My steps have held fast to your paths; my feet have not slipped.
6 I call upon you, for you will answer me, O God; incline your ear to me; hear my words.
7 Wondrously show[a] your steadfast love, O Savior of those who seek refuge from their adversaries at your right hand.
8 Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings,
9 from the wicked who do me violence, my deadly enemies who surround me.
10 They close their hearts to pity; with their mouths they speak arrogantly.
11 They have now surrounded our steps; they set their eyes to cast us to the ground.
12 He is like a lion eager to tear, as a young lion lurking in ambush.
13 Arise, O Lord! Confront him, subdue him! Deliver my soul from the wicked by your sword,
14 from men by your hand, O Lord, from men of the world whose portion is in this life.[b] You fill their womb with treasure;[c] they are satisfied with children, and they leave their abundance to their infants.
15 As for me, I shall behold your face in righteousness; when I awake, I shall be satisfied with your likeness.
ObservationAttend to my cries O GOD, give ear to my prayer from lips free of deceits and from heart free of deceit! This is my prayer too just as David prayed. My heart has been crying out to the FATHER since yesterday the whole day I have crying out until I fell asleep last night I cried and cried my heart to GOD who loves me and cares for me. Wondering when HE will ever hear my cries, when HE will remove this love in my heart for Stephen that has caused me such pain and brokeness. I always feel insecure with him because I am not smart enough, I always feel jealous because so many women love him and I wonder to myself, how did I ever let myself down??? How did my heart become so unguarded, and it is pierced with such sorrows left and right??? I have no one else to blame but the words of GOD who has revealed to me such and such a person will be my husband. And I believed HIM.
ApplicationI echo the words of Jeremiah 20:7 O LORD, you have deceived me, and I was deceived; you are stronger than I, and you have prevailed. I have become a laughingstock all the day; everyone mocks me. But I shall continue to hope in the GOD of my Salvation because it is not the first time HE breaks my heart, HE always breaks my heart for a purpose and for the year 2022, HE broke it so that I can embrace HIS will for my brother David. I remember how HE dealt with my heart, I remembered that pain but it has become such a blessing for my brother and his wife and because of that pain, today I am enjoying their love, their company and their home. I should continue to trust GOD with every pain HE brings to my life because every time I call upon HIM, HE will always answer and even every pain will always make sense and is justified before my heart and mind.
Prayers
6 I call upon you, for you will answer me, O God; incline your ear to me; hear my words.
7 Wondrously show[a] your steadfast love, O Savior of those who seek refuge from their adversaries at your right hand.
8 Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings, not only from the wicked but also from my own foolishness and deceitful heart. Today O LORD, I pray that YOU will speak YOUR message to me through YOUR Prophet Dennis tonight because I badly need to hear YOUR WORDS that will give me life because I have been dying to my heart, my mind, my flesh, I am dying because of the pain I feel. I want this hope of marrying Stephen to die, because I know YOU have the best instore for me, and all that Stephen makes me feel is inadequate and insecure. In heaven and in earth, I bind this for Stephen Lao Yu our lawyer that he shall never marry anyone else except that woman is me because YOU have already given me YOUR WORD since September 20 2023 and if he is disobedient like Earl, he will never marry, while I will marry somebody YOU will raise up and chosen for me in replacement of Stephen, as YOU have raised up Stephen to replace Earl but all the disobedient will never this promise of marriage because of the pain they have caused me. In the name of JESUS I bind this in heaven and earth Amen!
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